Painful Love by T. Ashleigh & Addison Beck

Author:T. Ashleigh & Addison Beck [Ashleigh, T. & Beck, Addison]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2024-04-09T00:00:00+00:00

SEVENTEEN

Bunky

I hold him in my trembling arms, because I didn’t see this coming. Whaley is always so strong, so daunting, so unbreakable, but he feels fragile right now. Telling me about his past must have been hard, impossible even, but my heart warms at the level of trust he’s given me.

I’ll hold his secret in my hands, keeping it close to my chest where it’s safe and treasured, away from all of those who would look to exploit it.

My soul calls to his. We’re both fucked-up for similar reasons, no chance of redemption, not that we’re asking for it. Everything about our past twines together to form a beautifully twisted web. He and I are the same.

“What do you need?” I ask, brushing his hair away from his face, seeing the turmoil and pain in his dark gaze.

He closes his eyes, pressing his forehead against mine as his hands wander down my body. “My little psycho...”

My heart does a happy flip at his admission.

That’s all I need to hear.

I push him gently until he’s lying on his back. It’s my turn to take care of him, like he’s taken care of me.

“How do you want me?” I question, slinking up his body, pressing my chest against his as I peck his nose. “How do you need it?”

“I need to hurt you,” he manages through gritted teeth, looking like he’s holding himself back. I glance at his knuckles and see that they’ve turned white with how hard he’s clenching his fists. “I need to make you bleed.”

I nod. I’ll do whatever and be whatever he needs me to be. I’ll be his willing victim. I’ll be his solace.

I’ll be the outlet for all his wickedness.

I’ll give him everything⁠—

Including my soul.

I strip wordlessly, tossing my clothes over my back until I’m completely naked before hopping off the bed and standing there, waiting for him to make a move. He rises slowly before circling me, like he’s stalking his prey. Like I’m a baby deer standing in the face of a mountain lion that wants to eat me alive.

“You’re such a beautiful psycho,” he murmurs, stopping in front of me to run a finger down my chest. “Tell me what’s in that head of yours.”

He doesn’t have to say what type of thoughts he wants to hear. It’s written in his hungry, lust-filled eyes. “I want to feel weak.”

He hums, moving his fingers down to my belly button. “Why?”

“So you can feel strong.” I let out a shuddering breath when he reaches behind me and strokes my ass. “I want to feel like your victim.”

“Why?” he asks again, this time dragging that same finger through my crease.

I stare him dead in the eyes, my heart skipping a beat as I hesitantly raise my hand and place them on his chest. “So you can be my monster.”

He lets out a choked moan, gripping me and spinning me around so my back is pressed against his front. The rough friction of his clothes scratching against my bare skin is enough to have my toes curling.

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